In the mind of a shy girl

Here are some of the things that go through the mind of a shy girl at least once a day:

Are those kids behind me laughing at me?

Do my friends think i'm ugly?

is the reason they sat one seat away from me because I smell?

Why am I so fat?

Maybe the reason my crush ignores me all the time is because he actually likes me and he's just shy..

Should I daydream fake scenarios about my crush or pay attention to the teacher?

They are talking to you.. quick! freeze and then say something awkward!

Is this my anxiety, or am I having a heart attack?

What if whatever you see in the mirror is the opposite of what you look like..So i'm not actually ugly, everyone else is!

Why did I just say 'Nothing, what's up?' to that waitress when she asked how was I?

I wish my voice were as loud as my thoughts.

Does my parents even think i'm pretty?

 Basically the same as any other girl, except we don't vocalise most of our thoughts. And we'll worry about going up and talking to people.
Group projects are like a nightmare... for me anyway.